Sand

Sand

So I guess Sean should just forgive? Picture perfect movie. A typical Disney ending to my humanity? This note should really have a lot of fuck yous and crap like that but I prefer to make blows to the body. You had sufficient time in my life and my mind. The song that was on repeat, this song the will never end has finally had its last run. I saw and watch u play in the sand box. But its now time to go home, the sun is going down and the moon is now coming up. The door is open and always was. Ill be the bigger person. Yea for a minute I was eating out of ur hand and rapped around ur finger but the doctor told me that all that fast food was bad for the heart. So before the cartoonist paints X’s over my eyes I’m going to end this show like the Season finally of “All that” on nick. I’m done chewing this everlasting gum with no favor. A single death is a tragedy; a million deaths is a statistic. Undoing my Fear of Change. Roses never last eternally, so that’s why the next person will get counterfeit 1s. So I rest here with my finger on the reset button, and black & white memories flash thru my head but even the cheerful 1s are not good enough. I understand there are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. My Sadness flew away on the wings of time. Yea Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion. So I walk out before this movie is over. I saw the plot. The walls I build around me to keep out the sadness also kept out the joy. So I take them down. Brick by brick and make a path, still some left over so I make a bridge over you. A man's ethical behavior should be based effectually on sympathy, education, and social ties; no religious basis is necessary. Man would indeed be in a poor way if he had to be restrained by fear of punishment and hope of reward after death. Sean will make the most of what comes and the least of what goes. Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. So I made a new rule: If you're going to make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears. I don't miss you; I miss who I thought who you were. However after long the nights, the dawn will break. Just another lesson that life teaches. So give me this test again and see if I pass this time. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness. But like others I too am still growing my feathers. But I know 1 day I will fly. I needed this Emotional Overflow And Cleansing. Ill let you live with the addiction 2 a lost mate. And you can have all of the withdrawal symptoms from what you did/ doing. Your “Butterfly Effect”. I tell myself “Don't fear failure so much that you refuse to try new things. The saddest summary of a life contains three descriptions: could have, might have, and should have.” I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, even crack it a little modest bit? I stop typing with this as the last Quote. They that sow in tears shall reap in joy.

Sand