Murder

After the smoke cleared, there where 3 bodies. 2 with the hearts cut out and 1 with the mouth completely removed. What happen? Why this? Who’s 2 blame? There’s not much I can say. I will speak my truth. When I was handed the secret the underlined the truth I enter a state of Emotional shock. Naw Mans were repeated out of my mouth losing tone after each 1. The look on my face was the same 1 that i had on that day when I learned god brother/ best friend was gunned down. I’m good for keeping things in so I did. This heart break was different because it was personally. I when into this relationship cautious, following the rules of the game, moving slowly looking around each corner. Space was giving, and the room was there. There were no reasons for the word lie to be stamp on any of the sentences. I knew that we were different in almost every possible way know to man. Opposites. So I opening my mind and travel the new road to new lands in the relationship world. I took my time to let everything craft itself into something loving. All of her statements made me want to try and break out of my shell. Heart racing, nervousness takes over cause heart break is something that no 1 forgets. Theirs is no need for me to go into extreme detail. How I feel right now, things could have been worst and I’m thankful it wasn’t. At the end of the day I did give her a physical part of me that no other saw. A side to which no else had. To me it meant the world and made me stand out more. I choose wisely and gave her my gift. All I ever wanted was to be more then her last which turn out to be first, when u enter the condition of long distant, you take a risk because you are now thinking long term. So I made plans to keep myself faithful and always on truth. I don’t know what will happen but I hope what happens, happens for the best. This hurt is something that can not go away just because I let u get replaced. You wanted me to put your name on me so I did.

That’s 2 down for me and we are only half way thru the year 2008.