Rain

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Clouds come floating into my life, no longer to carry rain or usher storm, but to add color to my sunset sky. She’s coming back to visit I see. Sigh, I did it again but ill take the beating. If you have the courage to love you must have courage to suffer.
1 in the morning and I hear the sounds of it. It flows from the heavens down to me. a life line from god. My heart uses the drops as a stair case to get from one world to another.
I welcome her coming because she gives me a needed element for my own self growth.
The smell of her coming is always the same. Never to heavy nor light.
Light fills the air and turns night into day for only a second.
I listen closely to hear the words from her voice.
Wash away the bad, the wrongs, the hate, the broken heart. But leave the memories.
Trillions of her sisters fall in groups of 20. Colder breeze then normal, I guess she knows and feels my pain. Scary at times…the times when she raises her voice.
I understand her points and teachings.
Clouds grow thicker more darker.
The wild speed picks up, she’s upset.
Yea I cant lie, I fucked up! Forgive me, I sinned but don’t forgive me so that u can feel better, but forgive me so that way I can prove myself to u. I am a being of Heaven and Earth, of thunder and lightning, of rain and wind, of the galaxies please don’t hurt me. She runs her fingers over my body. The wind whisper in my ear” You pray for rain, you gotta deal with the mud too. That's a part of it.” I opened my eyes
And looked up at the rain, at her, in her eyes
And it dripped in my head
And flowed into my brain,
And all that I hear as I lie in my bed
Why do none of her drops fall in my eye? Why do she want me to see?
she step very softly,
she walks very slow,
then a loud crack.
Neon sky’s
I yell to her, strike me down, take my life, call me home, give me peace.
Tears slowly form, and run down my pain sighted eyes
Tears flow rivers on my cheeks.
im Ashamed of what I've become, Ashamed of my life
stuck and confused
not knowing if the things she say are true
i trust her with my life
i trust her with my heart
I walk outside in her to let her know that I will change.
she laugh as she slowly rip the heavens apart
Feeling the rip long after the tear
i look at my life, and realize it's not fair
a young black soul
standing alone
looking lost
Looking for help with no hero in sight
feeling cold
no arms to keep me warm
rising up into her quiet storm
Tears fall in my heart like the rain on the town.
She told me in a sweet young mature voice, Don't be sad it's over, be glad it happened. No female is worth your tears, and when you find the one that is, she wont make you cry! Remember that there's one true love for you to have and hold. It may not be the best but it is the one you deserve. Do not go where the path may lead but go where there is no path and leave a trail. Don't be stuck on the past be ready for what lies ahead!!!!! You cannot escape your past, but you can make your future.
I take it all in. right now my life needs balance. i will never find myself until i face the truth.
Dropplets
Splash over my tear stained eyes
Hiding
All of my silent cries
Thunder
Muffles my peircing screams
My heart
Who will just
Let me see
past the shadows
Of the pouring tears? Who may stop my pain?
My question are answered by a Splatter, plop
Drip, Drop, Splatter sound from her
Laying on the soft moist grass.
The world is painted, the way a drop of water rolls off a wet leaf after a rain is so beautiful. Divine liquid runs down stems and vines. Still falls the rain - dark as the world of man, black as our loss, blind as the nineteen hundred and forty nails upon the Cross
In my secret garden
I plant my seeds each year
The seeds grow into love
The buds starts show
a flower Starts to come out
Everything grows so beautiful
Especially my evergreen tree of forbidden Fruit
My secret garden
My only sanctuary.
the sky’s symphony
The sound of the rain,
of her
Peaceful and melancholic
the rainbow
That comes out in the sky after the rain
It is almost like in a dream
Beautiful and romantic
Beautiful to my naked eyes
All night the sound had
this quite fall, persistent rain.
of the tiredness, the fatuousness, the semi-
lust of intentional indifference.
Be wet with a decent happiness.
The clouds clear and the morning lights the way.
This storm is over now. she's passed, no more to be taught
no more sounds, no more tornado winds,
no more rain.


Like rain, love should be gentle enough to nourish a man's growth without destroying the roots. Let not the hours pass by in the dark. I will Kindle the lamp of love on my heart with my life. Thousands of candles can be lighted by one candle and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared. Love is not a physical force of any nature, but one of deep, tender compassion ready to give all should another demand it. When you really love someone you accept all, You never give up and never let go, You love that person unconditionally, You love them completely. When in love, be fair and honest, even when it hurts.