Bitter Sweet Honey Dew of Cute Misery Returned 2 Sender frm lil ole Me

The worst pain a man can suffer: to have insight into much and power over nothing….
If...the words spoken, words written, words txted typed, face booked, shit even tweeted. Would u mind if I take a look around n your head and planted a seed? U said your open minded, so let me pull up a chair….chair…..chair…..chair….sure isn’t much in here, I hear my own echo…..echo…..echo…..ecko!!!, time to enlighten, shed some light…on this subject. We fear violence less than our own feelings. Personal, private, solitary pain is more terrifying and hurts more that what anyone else can inflict. Pain, T-pain? lolz, what’s pain? U ever got a cut but it didn’t hurt until u noticed it when in fact u cut yourself 3 hrs before hand. Maybe im just weird, want about u cut yourself and It didn’t hurt until u saw blood? But what is pain? Pain is an unpleasant sensory and emotional experience associated with actual or potential tissue damage, or described in terms of such damage, Suffering or distress…..stress but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering….pain hurts but heals and can b blame on the source of the person/thing/or idea that inflected the pain. Now suffering that is your choice, your choice to dwell in your own suffering. Pain is inevitable & temporary but come at constant intervals in your lifetime... Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. Pain reaches the heart at fiber optic speeds, but truth moves thru the heart as slowly as a glacier.The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain, paradox, contradiction in terms that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love….kinda like n 8 mile during that freestyle battle when eminem said everything negative that could possibly be said about himself leave buddy with nothing to say cuz everything was already said. Well Same principle, different context. When u love, you’ve made up in your mind that “I love this person” meaning that….Love is a decision – not an emotion. Love is a kernel, passion that attacks simultaneously ones heart, head and common sense. The pain of the mind is worse than the pain of the body and takes long to heal cause it stems from a thought that must fade from exist or replaced with an more powerful though. Pain and death are part of life, so y fear it? To reject them is to reject life itself. Fear is pain arising from the anticipation of evil. Fear no man, fear no evil, fear god. I view pain as weakness leaving the body…and my faint. Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin brother. Pain is the question mark turned like a fishhook in the human heart. Suffering is caused by ignorance, well ignorance people, and this people inflict pain on others in the selfish pursuit of their happiness or satisfaction. Some call it “hating” I call it a cry for attention…..(more like an 2yr old temper-tantrum) Yet true happiness comes from a sense of tranquility, peace, silence and contentment, which in turn must be achieved through the “letting go and moving on” rule. Whatever you hold in your mind will tend to occur in your life. If you continue to believe as you have always believed, you will continue to act as you have always acted. If you continue to act as you have always acted, you will continue to get what you have always gotten. If you want different results in your life or your work, all you have to do is change your mind. ... A wise man changes his mind, a fool never . In other words, if u do the same shit everyday but always expected for something different to happen, your in fact, fucking insane. The two foes of human happiness are pain and boredom….ppl are out here blowing my phone up, 215 miss calls + 82 miss calls frm a “blocked number” plus the mood swing txt messages. Smh oh well, I don’t get mad I get even… your wasted dam near 2 days on ur life to harass me, while ive been reading and enjoying myself, im flattered that your obsessed and fixation wit my complex, you seeming to only wanna hurl ur time on me, it give me some sort of self-esteem and ego trip (lolz im on some kanye west right now but never) this pride you’ve bestow on to me actually formulate me to experience and undergo this passion of feeling like “IM THE SHIT”case close. Show appreciation, grateful gratitude and I express a complete sense of thanks for making me feel wonderful and hi off life. Sigh but remember, Pain will force even the truthful to speak falsely but when it all falls down remember You can chain me, you can torture me, you can even destroy this body, but you will never imprison my mind. I would rather have a mind opened by wonder than one closed by belief , which a person is openhanded giving me a real life instance of. Be master of mind rather than mastered by mind , ill be a master of my faint a Capt. of my what? My Mind, those who do not feel pain seldom think that it is felt. And Im numb, emotionally. Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds , Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people . Wisdom is nothing merely but healed pain. If I quit, however, it lasts forever, actions converse earsplitting under tones of intense objectionable compassionate filled with extreme throbbing sin packed proceedings more lucid and obvious than mere vocabulary expressions. to conclude, I will forgive one day, today’s just not ur day and tomorrow aint looking to bright for u either.

The pain passes, but the beauty remains…
bitter sweet honey dew of cute misery
returned to sender frm lil ole
Me