The worst pain a man can suffer: to have insight into much and power over nothing….
If...the words spoken, words written, words txted typed, face booked, shit even tweeted. Would u mind if I take a look around n your head and planted a seed? U said your open minded, so let me pull up a chair….chair…..chair…..chair….sure isn’t much in here, I hear my own echo…..echo…..echo…..ecko!!!, time to enlighten, shed some light…on this subject. We fear violence less than our own feelings. Personal, private, solitary pain is more terrifying and hurts more that what anyone else can inflict. Pain, T-pain? lolz, what’s pain? U ever got a cut but it didn’t hurt until u noticed it when in fact u cut yourself 3 hrs before hand. Maybe im just weird, want about u cut yourself and It didn’t hurt until u saw blood? But what is pain? Pain is an unpleasant sensory and emotional experience associated with actual or potential tissue damage, or described in terms of such damage, Suffering or distress…..stress but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering….pain hurts but heals and can b blame on the source of the person/thing/or idea that inflected the pain. Now suffering that is your choice, your choice to dwell in your own suffering. Pain is inevitable & temporary but come at constant intervals in your lifetime... Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. Pain reaches the heart at fiber optic speeds, but truth moves thru the heart as slowly as a glacier.The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain, paradox, contradiction in terms that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love….kinda like n 8 mile during that freestyle battle when eminem said everything negative that could possibly be said about himself leave buddy with nothing to say cuz everything was already said. Well Same principle, different context. When u love, you’ve made up in your mind that “I love this person” meaning that….Love is a decision – not an emotion. Love is a kernel, passion that attacks simultaneously ones heart, head and common sense. The pain of the mind is worse than the pain of the body and takes long to heal cause it stems from a thought that must fade from exist or replaced with an more powerful though. Pain and death are part of life, so y fear it? To reject them is to reject life itself. Fear is pain arising from the anticipation of evil. Fear no man, fear no evil, fear god. I view pain as weakness leaving the body…and my faint. Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin brother. Pain is the question mark turned like a fishhook in the human heart. Suffering is caused by ignorance, well ignorance people, and this people inflict pain on others in the selfish pursuit of their happiness or satisfaction. Some call it “hating” I call it a cry for attention…..(more like an 2yr old temper-tantrum) Yet true happiness comes from a sense of tranquility, peace, silence and contentment, which in turn must be achieved through the “letting go and moving on” rule. Whatever you hold in your mind will tend to occur in your life. If you continue to believe as you have always believed, you will continue to act as you have always acted. If you continue to act as you have always acted, you will continue to get what you have always gotten. If you want different results in your life or your work, all you have to do is change your mind. ... A wise man changes his mind, a fool never . In other words, if u do the same shit everyday but always expected for something different to happen, your in fact, fucking insane. The two foes of human happiness are pain and boredom….ppl are out here blowing my phone up, 215 miss calls + 82 miss calls frm a “blocked number” plus the mood swing txt messages. Smh oh well, I don’t get mad I get even… your wasted dam near 2 days on ur life to harass me, while ive been reading and enjoying myself, im flattered that your obsessed and fixation wit my complex, you seeming to only wanna hurl ur time on me, it give me some sort of self-esteem and ego trip (lolz im on some kanye west right now but never) this pride you’ve bestow on to me actually formulate me to experience and undergo this passion of feeling like “IM THE SHIT”case close. Show appreciation, grateful gratitude and I express a complete sense of thanks for making me feel wonderful and hi off life. Sigh but remember, Pain will force even the truthful to speak falsely but when it all falls down remember You can chain me, you can torture me, you can even destroy this body, but you will never imprison my mind. I would rather have a mind opened by wonder than one closed by belief , which a person is openhanded giving me a real life instance of. Be master of mind rather than mastered by mind , ill be a master of my faint a Capt. of my what? My Mind, those who do not feel pain seldom think that it is felt. And Im numb, emotionally. Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds , Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people . Wisdom is nothing merely but healed pain. If I quit, however, it lasts forever, actions converse earsplitting under tones of intense objectionable compassionate filled with extreme throbbing sin packed proceedings more lucid and obvious than mere vocabulary expressions. to conclude, I will forgive one day, today’s just not ur day and tomorrow aint looking to bright for u either.
The pain passes, but the beauty remains…
bitter sweet honey dew of cute misery
returned to sender frm lil ole
Me
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Invisible tears
Invisible tears are the hardest to wipe away…she inhales. he exhales. love's respiration, impact, placement, order steps heart in check.
There is sacredness in tears.
They are not the mark of weakness,
but of power.
They speak more eloquently than ten thousand billion
Million
Tongues
They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love.
Black moons, Black roses…..
handed to me
delivered frm misery.
Pain, its part of the plan…
im man
cant understand the strain
life giving me another shity poker hand
Back home
This world of tears
Only watery seas no land
Heart lost in the storm
Trouble waters
Dumb tides
Oceans
Feeling Oh so hope-less
Gotta tell this story
Put this out in the open
Smooth seas do not make skillful sailors.
Page up
Stroll
Find me
CLick
Gotta sail thru it
Love’s inconveniences
& u inconvenience me
holding back
temper tantrum, spaz out
Blind
Color is a very critical thing
It is the emotional part of a structure.
Time…my only will
Evolve
The smallest of mouths
Speak the greatest hurt
When you think of the immensity of the universe,
you can see how really small the person is that you are crediting with being
That 'be-all' to your life.
Little things affect little minds
Is my mind that petite?
Meek?
Miss, u left, not right
So ill EXPOSE you to MY TRUTH ..
You must have love as the core; it takes courage
to be willing to constantly tell the truth
and risk letting the relationship go
Poof!!!!
Who’s whos
Boo’s
Naw u get no
clues
Loving you no more?
Is that my option
Not my choice….its the given
So I give in
I did give u my self
Self do I still have that
Throw me in the bag
Depressed just like that
Aired out like clean laundry
fuck
im over thinking it
it’s the hurt kicking in
shit
Lavender
I try to take one day at a time
but sometimes several days attack me at once
my heart feeling like a dunce.
Crush, crash, rash, mash,
Speeding thru life
Car? Yea CAR Nas
Sry meant Nascar
It’s a joke like I through we were
Us
Ha ha
Praise up Ali?
Christ
God
Story of our lives
Love’s magic
Ta-Da
Emotional intelligence
How many tears must I shed to cleanse myself of you
The world may never kno
But
Here
We
GO!
Negative feelings are nocturnal snuffles,
only dwellin in the darkest of
places
changing with the world
adding new faces
no1 accept me like a broken
bill
guarded light
young & so restless
spaceless tears
Googled impair & yahoo
Miss me?…. well some do
But will you?
Absence diminishes mediocre passions
increases great ones,
as wind blows out candles and fans fire
more tears run
waters become higher
Dams grow weak
Now tired
Im running wit a purpose
Eyes full of oceans
Un able to see underwater
Heart was wide open now its
Closing
Credits
Cast, plot, it’s a movie
My life….dead
Rot
Riot emotion’s ciaos
I cant help but
I miss eveyone ive lost
The way to love anything is to realize it might be lost.
Guess you never plan on finding
Me
Reality is a state of illusion
Therefore, reality couldn't possibly exist
So why did I think you were for real?
Emotion wellbeing stole
Stealing
Theft
The thrill of the chase left me
Banked
Cashed out
Draw out in pen
No white out
Problems thrown at me
Easily solve
You don't know loneliness until you're the one
that has to carry the weight of others all by yourself.
Hurts the currency
My wealth.
Flowing
Drowning
2 deep for ya
for me
Waist, arms, face…..toes
Touch nothing
Float
Quick sand
Hold my oxygen
I cant find me
But u ask for nemo
Guess imam jaskass
Yea Steve-O
Cant hate her
That makes me hater
Pain served frm a blind waiter
Bottles popped
Emotions flowing
Highs & lows
Wat Ive known
Now your Knowing
Tears spillin out of the veins
Shed in vain
Don’t be scared
I share you in my eyes
Crys
Running nose
Hauling ass in a circle
i can not see the future with tears in my eyes.
words can never replace feelings
my tears
must be better than my contemporaries
predecessors
better than yourself
make myself a wise
ancestor
attempting not to go through life,
but grow through life.
Hanging onto this resentment is letting someone
I despise live rent-free in my head
Turn over
Fold sheets back
King size bed
Need more pillow to hide my
Face
Dream or sun again
Please grace
Wats the pricing
You gave me cake without
Icing
Love you to death
Now I die
No lie
I was the one hiding in the recesses of your mind.
tingle creeping like TLC up
My Spine
Feelings never kind
Tears in my eyes show my soul
Watch him shine
staying with sum1 you really love even if you know its better letting go is like standing under the rain…
Its poring
Tears garden
Memories
High tides
Ship sinks
I never had a hard time making it.
I had a hard time letting go of
It
sigh….heart burn
Love sick
Unblessed
stress
Stress is an ignorant state.
It believes that everything is an emergency
911
dial tone
no answer
MS01, figures
Fuck me this world ignore feelings
They say they r the villains here
Premature never born frm this year
Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy
Anger
Tears
Laughter
It's when you want to be together despite it all.
That's when you truly love another
I tried to act as if it were impossible to fail
But shit happens
So ill apply the
“it is wat it is” rule
hope I can keep goin
As long as you keep getting born, it's alright to die some times.
Who loses
Who wins?
Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while,
so that we can see Life with a clearer view again.
True love doesn't have a happy ending, because true love never ends. Letting go is one way of saying I love you. Its hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of, you just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while good things never last….some don’t even start….When we repeatedly and consistently give to another we must ask ourselves, are we trying to bribe them to love us? Its hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of, you just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while good things never last….some don’t even start….I can embrace myself, hold my own hand, love me but I can't gaze into my own eyes and feel my own soul lift me up. The soul would have no rainbow had the eyes no tears. The greatest experience we can ever have is usually not a welcomed one at that time. The tears fall, they're so easy to wipe off onto my sleeve, but how do I erase the stain from my heart? Cant…. Invisible tears are the hardest to wipe away. My land of tomorrow’s Today’sYes-Ter-Day’s….. today was my existence but tomorrow imma live.....god willing Taking big steps, please order me. Men must live and create. Live to the point of tears. My book of Invisible Tears. It is such a secret place, the land of tears.
There is sacredness in tears.
They are not the mark of weakness,
but of power.
They speak more eloquently than ten thousand billion
Million
Tongues
They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love.
Black moons, Black roses…..
handed to me
delivered frm misery.
Pain, its part of the plan…
im man
cant understand the strain
life giving me another shity poker hand
Back home
This world of tears
Only watery seas no land
Heart lost in the storm
Trouble waters
Dumb tides
Oceans
Feeling Oh so hope-less
Gotta tell this story
Put this out in the open
Smooth seas do not make skillful sailors.
Page up
Stroll
Find me
CLick
Gotta sail thru it
Love’s inconveniences
& u inconvenience me
holding back
temper tantrum, spaz out
Blind
Color is a very critical thing
It is the emotional part of a structure.
Time…my only will
Evolve
The smallest of mouths
Speak the greatest hurt
When you think of the immensity of the universe,
you can see how really small the person is that you are crediting with being
That 'be-all' to your life.
Little things affect little minds
Is my mind that petite?
Meek?
Miss, u left, not right
So ill EXPOSE you to MY TRUTH ..
You must have love as the core; it takes courage
to be willing to constantly tell the truth
and risk letting the relationship go
Poof!!!!
Who’s whos
Boo’s
Naw u get no
clues
Loving you no more?
Is that my option
Not my choice….its the given
So I give in
I did give u my self
Self do I still have that
Throw me in the bag
Depressed just like that
Aired out like clean laundry
fuck
im over thinking it
it’s the hurt kicking in
shit
Lavender
I try to take one day at a time
but sometimes several days attack me at once
my heart feeling like a dunce.
Crush, crash, rash, mash,
Speeding thru life
Car? Yea CAR Nas
Sry meant Nascar
It’s a joke like I through we were
Us
Ha ha
Praise up Ali?
Christ
God
Story of our lives
Love’s magic
Ta-Da
Emotional intelligence
How many tears must I shed to cleanse myself of you
The world may never kno
But
Here
We
GO!
Negative feelings are nocturnal snuffles,
only dwellin in the darkest of
places
changing with the world
adding new faces
no1 accept me like a broken
bill
guarded light
young & so restless
spaceless tears
Googled impair & yahoo
Miss me?…. well some do
But will you?
Absence diminishes mediocre passions
increases great ones,
as wind blows out candles and fans fire
more tears run
waters become higher
Dams grow weak
Now tired
Im running wit a purpose
Eyes full of oceans
Un able to see underwater
Heart was wide open now its
Closing
Credits
Cast, plot, it’s a movie
My life….dead
Rot
Riot emotion’s ciaos
I cant help but
I miss eveyone ive lost
The way to love anything is to realize it might be lost.
Guess you never plan on finding
Me
Reality is a state of illusion
Therefore, reality couldn't possibly exist
So why did I think you were for real?
Emotion wellbeing stole
Stealing
Theft
The thrill of the chase left me
Banked
Cashed out
Draw out in pen
No white out
Problems thrown at me
Easily solve
You don't know loneliness until you're the one
that has to carry the weight of others all by yourself.
Hurts the currency
My wealth.
Flowing
Drowning
2 deep for ya
for me
Waist, arms, face…..toes
Touch nothing
Float
Quick sand
Hold my oxygen
I cant find me
But u ask for nemo
Guess imam jaskass
Yea Steve-O
Cant hate her
That makes me hater
Pain served frm a blind waiter
Bottles popped
Emotions flowing
Highs & lows
Wat Ive known
Now your Knowing
Tears spillin out of the veins
Shed in vain
Don’t be scared
I share you in my eyes
Crys
Running nose
Hauling ass in a circle
i can not see the future with tears in my eyes.
words can never replace feelings
my tears
must be better than my contemporaries
predecessors
better than yourself
make myself a wise
ancestor
attempting not to go through life,
but grow through life.
Hanging onto this resentment is letting someone
I despise live rent-free in my head
Turn over
Fold sheets back
King size bed
Need more pillow to hide my
Face
Dream or sun again
Please grace
Wats the pricing
You gave me cake without
Icing
Love you to death
Now I die
No lie
I was the one hiding in the recesses of your mind.
tingle creeping like TLC up
My Spine
Feelings never kind
Tears in my eyes show my soul
Watch him shine
staying with sum1 you really love even if you know its better letting go is like standing under the rain…
Its poring
Tears garden
Memories
High tides
Ship sinks
I never had a hard time making it.
I had a hard time letting go of
It
sigh….heart burn
Love sick
Unblessed
stress
Stress is an ignorant state.
It believes that everything is an emergency
911
dial tone
no answer
MS01, figures
Fuck me this world ignore feelings
They say they r the villains here
Premature never born frm this year
Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy
Anger
Tears
Laughter
It's when you want to be together despite it all.
That's when you truly love another
I tried to act as if it were impossible to fail
But shit happens
So ill apply the
“it is wat it is” rule
hope I can keep goin
As long as you keep getting born, it's alright to die some times.
Who loses
Who wins?
Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while,
so that we can see Life with a clearer view again.
True love doesn't have a happy ending, because true love never ends. Letting go is one way of saying I love you. Its hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of, you just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while good things never last….some don’t even start….When we repeatedly and consistently give to another we must ask ourselves, are we trying to bribe them to love us? Its hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of, you just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while good things never last….some don’t even start….I can embrace myself, hold my own hand, love me but I can't gaze into my own eyes and feel my own soul lift me up. The soul would have no rainbow had the eyes no tears. The greatest experience we can ever have is usually not a welcomed one at that time. The tears fall, they're so easy to wipe off onto my sleeve, but how do I erase the stain from my heart? Cant…. Invisible tears are the hardest to wipe away. My land of tomorrow’s Today’sYes-Ter-Day’s….. today was my existence but tomorrow imma live.....god willing Taking big steps, please order me. Men must live and create. Live to the point of tears. My book of Invisible Tears. It is such a secret place, the land of tears.
Friday, September 4, 2009
Her Art Of War
If your enemy is secure at all points, be prepared for him. If he is in superior strength, evade him. If your opponent is temperamental, seek to irritate him. Pretend to be weak, that he may grow arrogant. If he is taking his ease, give him no rest. If his forces are united, separate them. If sovereign and subject are in accord, put division between them. Attack him where he is unprepared, appear where you are not expected.
Her anger also made her cautious in a protective way.
Always much work with needed
Play
Questions…
Only answer: time
Shit…..im mean Shoot!
i want u to have me tie up like a 3 piece suit
sweet honey, rich chocolate...ill eat all ur scoops
yea i have a thing 4 u, more like a sweet tooth
You said u love it tasted
So I wont waste it
Ask beavis ill give u nothing butt head.
As u lay in this bed, playing house
So I 8 u out
like hands on a clock
Birds sing & mock
imma give u all my affection,
so i crush harder
more cupid arrows now shown on ur radar
i wanna have u on charters,
im want u with me,
let me take u farther
but dont ever miss me im in ur heart,
never 2 far
look up at night im ur brightest star
ur perfect I’ll weather ur storm....ill stand ur winds
other Guy's just fall back
shall I meet ur ends?
in ur game i wont cheat
just trying to be ur MVP.
if i cant get u now imma try again
even when i accomplish it
ill still do it a gain
cuz i only have u to Gain.
not a quitter...but ill seek ya
u r love, my oxygen within
i wont libra
i mean leave ya
Daisy's odor wat come to mind, ur my softest teddy...Yuup Bear
blessed u r, shaking off the
fakery
tickery
& fuckery
showing no stress physically,
beautiful mind
politically correct
mentally.
u never do get drunk,
just accidentally over served or verbally dyslexic.
a Verbal Terminator,
Ms.1913
numerically superior
CRIMSON & CREAM DREAM
Click-a-dee....tock
Grandfather goes off 8 mins be4 my hour
yea the clock
accept these words with no intellectual
Block...
let me remove ur legoes around ur heart
turn those in a castle with the strongest of gates
un-locked
melt the key,
BOO!
meant as a nickname, not to scare u
cant wait to watch u in ur Vickies PJs
Pink....
Ya brand new.
Strawberry Cough….all chocked up
Clears throat, tongue cant find words like
Swine flu
Ur fly & im an egg in ur cuckoo
nest
the bar is raise for simplistic-lee
the best
hell…….we at 1912
ur NEXT,
play in my head
body shaped my time
a Dame not a dime
gluteus to the maximus
anatomically very flexible
sensual
i wanna move, sit front row
not balcony
you know?
wanna great veiw
or Her-Story
art of war...a live show
babe a 10 man
& imma tin-man
homeless heart now has its own
housing
reach out, now we’re holding hands...
iWish this emotional high never forever
lands
i want her on my side like love
handles
handle me with care,
i know, life’s a
gamble
so i risk all, never fold
love was blind but ur something hold
to feel on
decoded my soul
cup runneth over… full love
you know?
The emotions i feel makes my soul
dance
i dont just ask u to join
but more so a request of a precoital
rhythmic
experience.
wanting the finer things out of life
overly susceptible to marketing ploys.
taste of my next wife
fist full of tears now dried & wiped clean
I feel lather, covered
no longer feeling like a ship without a rudder
U wanna live where the vacationer go
frence
Dreams of Yachts & thousand foot sail boats
Fancy
ll n'est rien de réel que le rêve et l'amour.
Nothing is real but dreams and love
change my relationship facebook status
she makes others look simple
example comparing a Phantom 2 a
Saturn
honey wings orange chicken lo mein meals
bottles of expensive cognac
when u blink, the world blinks back.
Ur my opportunity disguised as a challenge.
U there 4 thru it all
More
More
& more shit
This is my James Patterson diction
this poem isn't really a poem.
It's a portrait,”
u shot my heart with a tommy gun of love.....
scared my face of tony's dream
forever flown Forward Progression
house of cards a mess
a deck of cards with no aces all luck gone
thanks babe, i feel re Borne.
Ur more than a Blue print
More like a map for em
Be Warned
2day is that day
In this game
u all ready begun
Dreams
u
me
us
1
grey skies
Miss
First name Boss
Last Name Ton.
Her art of war
I was wining but
U Won!
You know what charm is: a way of getting the answer yes without having asked any clear question. Choose a goal for which you are willing to exchange a piece of your life. A piece of my soul, playing parts…..memorizing my role, ur the eagle on top my flag’s pole. Her Art of War Story, chpt 1 told, now Closed.
Her anger also made her cautious in a protective way.
Always much work with needed
Play
Questions…
Only answer: time
Shit…..im mean Shoot!
i want u to have me tie up like a 3 piece suit
sweet honey, rich chocolate...ill eat all ur scoops
yea i have a thing 4 u, more like a sweet tooth
You said u love it tasted
So I wont waste it
Ask beavis ill give u nothing butt head.
As u lay in this bed, playing house
So I 8 u out
like hands on a clock
Birds sing & mock
imma give u all my affection,
so i crush harder
more cupid arrows now shown on ur radar
i wanna have u on charters,
im want u with me,
let me take u farther
but dont ever miss me im in ur heart,
never 2 far
look up at night im ur brightest star
ur perfect I’ll weather ur storm....ill stand ur winds
other Guy's just fall back
shall I meet ur ends?
in ur game i wont cheat
just trying to be ur MVP.
if i cant get u now imma try again
even when i accomplish it
ill still do it a gain
cuz i only have u to Gain.
not a quitter...but ill seek ya
u r love, my oxygen within
i wont libra
i mean leave ya
Daisy's odor wat come to mind, ur my softest teddy...Yuup Bear
blessed u r, shaking off the
fakery
tickery
& fuckery
showing no stress physically,
beautiful mind
politically correct
mentally.
u never do get drunk,
just accidentally over served or verbally dyslexic.
a Verbal Terminator,
Ms.1913
numerically superior
CRIMSON & CREAM DREAM
Click-a-dee....tock
Grandfather goes off 8 mins be4 my hour
yea the clock
accept these words with no intellectual
Block...
let me remove ur legoes around ur heart
turn those in a castle with the strongest of gates
un-locked
melt the key,
BOO!
meant as a nickname, not to scare u
cant wait to watch u in ur Vickies PJs
Pink....
Ya brand new.
Strawberry Cough….all chocked up
Clears throat, tongue cant find words like
Swine flu
Ur fly & im an egg in ur cuckoo
nest
the bar is raise for simplistic-lee
the best
hell…….we at 1912
ur NEXT,
play in my head
body shaped my time
a Dame not a dime
gluteus to the maximus
anatomically very flexible
sensual
i wanna move, sit front row
not balcony
you know?
wanna great veiw
or Her-Story
art of war...a live show
babe a 10 man
& imma tin-man
homeless heart now has its own
housing
reach out, now we’re holding hands...
iWish this emotional high never forever
lands
i want her on my side like love
handles
handle me with care,
i know, life’s a
gamble
so i risk all, never fold
love was blind but ur something hold
to feel on
decoded my soul
cup runneth over… full love
you know?
The emotions i feel makes my soul
dance
i dont just ask u to join
but more so a request of a precoital
rhythmic
experience.
wanting the finer things out of life
overly susceptible to marketing ploys.
taste of my next wife
fist full of tears now dried & wiped clean
I feel lather, covered
no longer feeling like a ship without a rudder
U wanna live where the vacationer go
frence
Dreams of Yachts & thousand foot sail boats
Fancy
ll n'est rien de réel que le rêve et l'amour.
Nothing is real but dreams and love
change my relationship facebook status
she makes others look simple
example comparing a Phantom 2 a
Saturn
honey wings orange chicken lo mein meals
bottles of expensive cognac
when u blink, the world blinks back.
Ur my opportunity disguised as a challenge.
U there 4 thru it all
More
More
& more shit
This is my James Patterson diction
this poem isn't really a poem.
It's a portrait,”
u shot my heart with a tommy gun of love.....
scared my face of tony's dream
forever flown Forward Progression
house of cards a mess
a deck of cards with no aces all luck gone
thanks babe, i feel re Borne.
Ur more than a Blue print
More like a map for em
Be Warned
2day is that day
In this game
u all ready begun
Dreams
u
me
us
1
grey skies
Miss
First name Boss
Last Name Ton.
Her art of war
I was wining but
U Won!
You know what charm is: a way of getting the answer yes without having asked any clear question. Choose a goal for which you are willing to exchange a piece of your life. A piece of my soul, playing parts…..memorizing my role, ur the eagle on top my flag’s pole. Her Art of War Story, chpt 1 told, now Closed.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Whispers In The Dark
Dark Sanctuary, I write from the old wooden desk of yesterday. Writing without light, Writing in the dark. The pain of unknowns cloud my mind, its been a while sense I was here. Here…. No shores, No lighthouse but a philosophic wreck I am. Obscure, Again I see life, existence, how its shapes. Life is water, im a rock. Water eats always at rock changing it, molding it, making it. My hands are open, lacking another to fit inside of them. My problems to be faced by me, alone. Nonentity makes us so lonely as our secrets. Trampled over like I am dirt, looking out from within…all which is said to me, everything told to me, all lies all pure hatred & sin. I heed the sounds of voices telling me all of my faults, all of my wrongs, all of my burdens. It’s hard to dare to dream when
In darkness 1 may be ashamed of what one does, without the shame of disgrace.Cries hurl in echo’s which never return back to my ears which only means that this space is 2 big. A lost sight of life's simple pleasures…pleasure which seem to only matter when 1 is happy. Music is nothing if the audience is deaf. Sesame Street, place in hell with no light & no cookies 4 any monsters. Darker than the shadow on the moon at night. Looking outward, Seeing empty skies….. Gaze too long into the abyss, the abyss also gazes back, wonder if it views me identical as I do my self. Forfeited souls, seem to accompany this lonely being, due know im not an easy prey. Mysterious & gothic, Black. Without order nothing can exist, without chaos nothing can evolve. I find my self learning, growing UN afraid of this dark, not much anxious of light either. Flowers do grow out of darkest moments. All escalation is a leap in the dark, a spontaneous unpremeditated act without benefit of experience. The greatest and the smallest, light and dark, right and wrong - they all come together to form the miracle that is life, and none can exist without the others. The darkness that surrounds us cannot hurt us….so it never hurts me. It is the darkness in your own heart you should fear. We must walk consciously only part way toward our goal, and then leap in the dark to our success. To be a star, u must shine ur own light, follow ur own path, & dont worry about the darkness, for that is when the stars shine brightest. Halo’s shine brightly. Dark Sanctuary, papers of notes from the Whispers In The Dark.
Friday, April 24, 2009
Karma Sutra
Karma Sutra
Karma As the blazing fire reduces wood to ashes, similarly, the fire of Self-knowledge reduces all Karma to ashes.You, You can make your future more positive by changing your feelings, but karma has to do with causes from the past and you cannot change that. Everything u do has a reaction, Cause and effect. Work done with selfish motives is inferior by far to the selfless service or Karma. Therefore be a Karma-i. Those who seek to enjoy the fruits of their work are verily unhappy because one has no control over the results. Sad aint it?The only way karma is altered by belief is when belief initiates a new cause and produces a new effect. It does not negate a past effect, but joins in with it. In Newton's law, as well as cause and effect which is basically Newton's law, like creates like. The Law states that for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. Note that it DOES NOT say that the opposite reaction is a different type of force than that created by the action but an "equal" one. The word "opposite" refers to the direction of the force, not the force itself. Like in the hurricane, just must cook all ur food before it go bad. No power but during that time period of no power u had the best bb-q or watever. Those who were pre-ordained to have no good karma at all - gazing into the lamp of emotional attachment, they are burnt, like moths in a flame. It hurts,Whatever pleases You is a pure action of karma. Men may not get all they pay for in this world; but they must certainly pay for all they get. So why cheat? Now females are breaking hearts and not caring, Just cause they can. So at the end of it all There is no fate but your own fate. Even if a person is in a state of complete forgiveness, or complete peace of mind, he is still subject to the laws of karma or cause and effect.When I have sacrificed to help others I had love in mind rather than karma. I spend a lot of time inside myself and have to remind myself regularly that there is a world out there of cause and effects so I can avoid accidents, avoid love because of the bad.Are you conscious of time and space? If so then you are subject to the law of cause and effect. Do you use money? Then you are in the world of cause and effect, Recession, so i recess from love aswell. Karma exists whether you are one with love or separated from love and in love/hate. You get what you give, whether it's bad or good. It’s not about how to achieve your dreams. It’s about how to lead your life. If you lead your life the right way, the karma will take care of itself. The most decisive actions in our life... are most often unconsidered actions. So Never kick a skunk, dont tell a person you hate them or fuck you then kick rocks. I believe that time wounds all heals both emtional, body & soul. There are patterns which emerge in one’s life, circling and returning anew, an endless variation on a theme. Whether or not it is true, I do not know, but I have seen it emerge in the tapestry of my life.
heartbreak
Karma As the blazing fire reduces wood to ashes, similarly, the fire of Self-knowledge reduces all Karma to ashes.You, You can make your future more positive by changing your feelings, but karma has to do with causes from the past and you cannot change that. Everything u do has a reaction, Cause and effect. Work done with selfish motives is inferior by far to the selfless service or Karma. Therefore be a Karma-i. Those who seek to enjoy the fruits of their work are verily unhappy because one has no control over the results. Sad aint it?The only way karma is altered by belief is when belief initiates a new cause and produces a new effect. It does not negate a past effect, but joins in with it. In Newton's law, as well as cause and effect which is basically Newton's law, like creates like. The Law states that for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. Note that it DOES NOT say that the opposite reaction is a different type of force than that created by the action but an "equal" one. The word "opposite" refers to the direction of the force, not the force itself. Like in the hurricane, just must cook all ur food before it go bad. No power but during that time period of no power u had the best bb-q or watever. Those who were pre-ordained to have no good karma at all - gazing into the lamp of emotional attachment, they are burnt, like moths in a flame. It hurts,Whatever pleases You is a pure action of karma. Men may not get all they pay for in this world; but they must certainly pay for all they get. So why cheat? Now females are breaking hearts and not caring, Just cause they can. So at the end of it all There is no fate but your own fate. Even if a person is in a state of complete forgiveness, or complete peace of mind, he is still subject to the laws of karma or cause and effect.When I have sacrificed to help others I had love in mind rather than karma. I spend a lot of time inside myself and have to remind myself regularly that there is a world out there of cause and effects so I can avoid accidents, avoid love because of the bad.Are you conscious of time and space? If so then you are subject to the law of cause and effect. Do you use money? Then you are in the world of cause and effect, Recession, so i recess from love aswell. Karma exists whether you are one with love or separated from love and in love/hate. You get what you give, whether it's bad or good. It’s not about how to achieve your dreams. It’s about how to lead your life. If you lead your life the right way, the karma will take care of itself. The most decisive actions in our life... are most often unconsidered actions. So Never kick a skunk, dont tell a person you hate them or fuck you then kick rocks. I believe that time wounds all heals both emtional, body & soul. There are patterns which emerge in one’s life, circling and returning anew, an endless variation on a theme. Whether or not it is true, I do not know, but I have seen it emerge in the tapestry of my life.
heartbreak
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Key
Comment please!
Key
Dear Love,
I have a lot to say to you, I truly do. I know I really don’t write u many letters anymore but here is a memento. Please let ur mind take my hand and come outer the box. Love, is falling in love with the rights and wrongs of a personality, of a person. I love u different-lee, Time-less-lee. I laff at the calendars and clocks.
Key
Dear Love,
I have a lot to say to you, I truly do. I know I really don’t write u many letters anymore but here is a memento. Please let ur mind take my hand and come outer the box. Love, is falling in love with the rights and wrongs of a personality, of a person. I love u different-lee, Time-less-lee. I laff at the calendars and clocks.
This “L” word is a very imperative verb and noun to me in addition to, is the only language my heart can speak. Well, converse. I hope the ears pick up the singing voice of the confined bird inside my soul’s eyes. But I inform you. Please dont kill my pet unicorn. You only get one likelihood, one chane, one arrow. Go ham, Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending Than to have to forget you for one whole minute. Time, take it, take your time. Don’t rush.Please don’t miss my love. Read my eyes, read my soul’s story. I want you to see my eye’s say I love u. I wish I were a tear so I could roll down your cheek, drop on your lip, and die in your heart.
I love you. Kiss me with a bright smile. See the pure, raw love I hold for you. Appreciate me for me and everything I do. My love is infinite so my love is going to fall infinitely on u. To you, I pick my love you like I pick fruit. I found my heart desire. sleek it wrapped around her like a shield Its color of the darkest night but it shone like the sun. i love you and this is my last hotpacket so eat it out,i want u to have it. i will make Poseidon himself chose the whitest of pearls from his sea for u, Just stay a while with me. Let me Open my heart, To get to know utterly its aspiration for u. I will exhausted my evidence to show u my love. I notice ur secrets, the gifts that make you…..You. I hope im not dreaming. Please don’t let the lies tape over ur mouth. Romantic, mysterious, and intriguing. I give you this message in a wine bottle. My love’s time spent it worth it all. But I want u to understand where im coming from. Romantic, mysterious, and intriguing, i Name A Star After You . I know u don’t like roses to I give u extoic 1’s. Your name is Engraved on your key, to your heart which inside of me for I cant see it nor read it. The Key, Key To ur heart.People say they love you with all their heart and soul but I say you ARE my soul and heart.
Forever yours
Sean Felix "Gio" Rahmings
Forever yours
Sean Felix "Gio" Rahmings
Monday, February 2, 2009
To be Honest With You.....
The truth, How it may hurt. Yes, Hurt. Truth exists, only falsehood has to be invented. So i choose not 2 make lies. Who's going to hurt who? We seek the truth and will endure the consequences.Truth may sometimes hurt but delusion harms. Moments, Space, time things no man can get back. The Devil going to postpone shit, this is a race against time. I believe words and actions speak truth and should match. Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within. i never 1 day question anything u said for rumors will kill an image. Do any1 know whats real from fake? What feels Fake? My love was real, is real. Real life. I was careful not to mess up like tip toes on silk. If you want your dreams to come true, don't sleep. What you said, What you did, that was my truth. Yea those words hurt, they always did. Looked me in my eyes, these brown eyes, this is truth. The Truth. My maturity always question? I was told my imperfections time after time. You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections, Right? What is hated, annoying. If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is part of yourself. What isn't part of ourselves doesn't disturb us. I'm Sean, i don't compromise. I don't change, but make sure u know me to understand before you lie 2 me. Know me. I'm simple, and so is the answer. It was love. I love you, and because I love you, I would sooner have you hate me for telling you the truth than adore me for telling you lies. I didn't know i would love u. i cant explain it, but that day came and past. When pretty girls shot, They Shot For The Heart. Murder she wrote. I'm okay. I take the blame.Truth exists, only falsehood has to be invented. Why do girls lie? u know, The bad girls lie to get in your bed, & The good 1s lie to get in your heart? explain! lying to me. Nothing wrong with telling the truth. If it hurts then the boy wasn't man enough to accept the truth. So wont be pissed, wont be mad, i wont hate u. But u did disappoint me, i was the only person with faith in you and i was let down. people only lie to whom they do not value. So ill be honest with you....
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