Dwell

dwell
well
full of tears
i come here
time after time
all throughout the year
pending

i bring a gift
ur level seem a lil low again
& i just happen to have gotten my heart
broken
but ill tell u the recital,
and lets not forecast the ending.

love is intermingle
in the mix
yea, its here
so we, me, & her
have a chemical bond
we are a match
a Fucking mirror.


for the things we share
its makes me proud
to know we can breathe the same air
i think of the what if?
what if we didn't meet?
that makes me want her more
we want eachother

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I'm selfish
I AM
why so serious?
cause i care
4 her
I DO.
i saw her in her ups and
Downs.


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i saw thru her
str8.....,
right into her
soul.

she makes my divine spark
spirit
happy,
and we feel for each other
consistently
typically
naturally.
nature answer my question
She gave me myself
in a female form.

but can i have her?
i cant have her?
why show me heaven and not let me live
there?

i slap on a smile to keep the
nose's from smelling
the hurt & sadness
but i manage to see
the greatness
the pure
within her.

Alive, She who lives
the meaning that so deep
so I'm stuck
YEP Stuck

a wet pillow
and empty thing
of cookie dough
ice cream
Y?

i see and had in my hand
everything i ever needed
or wanted
from a woman
&&
its not wat i need right now.

so i sit here and look
into 2 my heart
i see a mirror
with a woman
looking at her self
crying
eyes a well
dwell....

i love/hate you

Zion, aborted

Can u handle this life
a life
i think u should know about this
story
i will not let you go

i tell your words
ur life
ill sing your song
the pain of it

a world u enter
no choice but the
moment
you blind
no eyes
in darkness
u fear nobody
not even god

softly u live
closer
higher than any of us
nothing in the world matter
a King
maybe prince of heaven

the blood that runs thru me
is share
in u
i keep ur mother
happy as god's child
on x-mas
so you will be healthy

all i wanted was you in my life
butterflies
i ask heaven to send angels to watch over u
with faith, u cant have fear
they cancel each other
u fear nobody
not even god

handle it
i know
ill play my part the best
i listen to ur heart beat, full of love
life because of us
her & i

lights flash
a black world turns
pink
walls?
its an intruder
he screams
he crys
he speak in a language only angels
understand

they take him home
it was not his time
the world wasnt really
his life was 2 mature
way ahead of its time
energy in a pure form

sad i never was able to see u
and never see me
ur life needed a chance
so wat do u do?
follow ur heart or head?

life 4 u is only about to begin
love u
joy
a heaven
peace
in Zion

later

Escape

May i say
as drag myself along
pray
crawling thur life
i want to walk but i have yet to have learned
matriculate

I'm naturally bashful
Me humble,
awaiting u
i watch u stroll up to my bedroom.
i tell myself I'm goin to change, I'm getting out of the game
but i end up right here.

pour liq for my dismembered hearts of the past
i see her starting to change on me like the seasons
the relationship we have is camouflaged
No gossip
no1 knows.....
no 1 eyes see

she's my bee
& I'm her honey
her babe
Baby
but I'm losing u
so I'm lost 2

i want Ur touch
those X's of urs fucked up
& lil Ole me
Lucked up
i am here to wipe Ur tears
to clean up the mess made from others
fix wat was rip
can u do the same 4 me?

i hope u never forget me
the last guys trash and now my queen
talk to me
let me show u other sides to me
so slide wit me
swing, seesaw
love

we r connected,
linked
u & i were looking for it
but we are in it.
its written on my mirror from Ur finger tips
and i wrote it on ur lips

she not like the others
she ask me for nothing
so i give her everything
therapy
she lets me in

the darkness in my life is
gone
thanks for light wit u halo
Destiny
its save to trust again
free the love in Ur heart
as i did

this time she found me....