My last words un heard

Sometimes, when one person is missing,
the whole world seems depopulated.
My mother ran my life but u were the tempo
No more pain,
I know u are looking out 4 me on the other side
Looking down on me,
He wanted u
so he send for u
Ur job is done here on earth
Time to retire to a better life,
In heaven
So ill lead the marching band as
Drummajor in the parade of your life.
Celebrating u.
Playing angel songs.
U woke up out of a contradicting life to live your dream.
Took from bottom to top
Ur next in to experience the truth.
Fly higher than all the others angels for me within the land of forever
Peace
Love
& happiness.
Perhaps they are not stars,
But rather openings in heaven
Where the love of our
Lost ones
Pours through & shines down
Upon us to let us know
They are happy.
I see you shining at night 7 during the day.
U now live in a level heaven
America is unlevel in this world
Thank you for the lessons and teaching.
U blessed me with your wisdom
Now u live in life’s love freedom.
I know u don’t want me to so say good bye so ill
Say
See u later
Mrs. Gloria Smith.
The people we love are stolen from us,
The way to have them live on is to never stop
Loving them.

The Real Loss

Tell me wat u think*

I look up to u
bite my lip
take in deep pull of
Oxygen.....
Pray
humble myself
i love her like she loves me

Help me
Save me
The Real loss
only occurs
when you
lose something
that you
love
more than
your
self

it happen again
Ur son was lead on
like oreos with no milk
lead on
in a different way
I never achieved wat was assumed I did
why ?
How? why
explain

Feed me with wisdom
Free me
i want to eat
love foods
i want the taste of happiness
Apples
cinn-a-Mon
Warm Honey
Lemon sweet hot teas
The nectar of life
essence
Colour
of red......

But Why her too?
Shocked, i sit,
Mom Why?
u gave birth
i was born
but u dont share the feelin
a sweet
soul mate
perfect for me
So bright but So dark

this is my life
bout that life?
this economic recession
knife?
Space
sad
Full Moon Tears.

The Real loss
only occurs
when you
lose something
that you
love
more than
your
self

Time for change

Action “ 2008 =Year of The Shone”

Legs spread eagle, Can’t believe it’s not butter. Thinking no-one else knows but yes, guys talk; good and bad. Hoe-ish activites but somehow the shone feels that she should be treat as a House Wife. I know, it was funny when I heard it too. See, Shones have a smaller brain, and due to recent studies by Shonelogies their brains are 45% small than that of ur average female. I’m sorry but I refuse to just let these shones walk around thinking that they are the ripest shit on earth and should be put on a pedestal. Sure I don’t mind handing u an award “MVP Shone” and maybe a blood test but that’s about all u can get from me. I could devastate my time and convey a message on how to carry urself but Shones seem to only find it humorous. What I find funny is ur name on top of the Easy Fuck list. I don’t know, maybe it’s the new style of 2008. Shones have been around since day 1, but it wasn’t until 2005 that shones developed vocal cords and began communicating words “lies” & filling victim’s heads with hopes and dreams. At first dudes ate it up like the dollar menu but light has been shown and it’s BRIGHT. In the early day, Shones didn’t live very long. Aids nearly wipe them clean out. The oldest shones still living is Lil Kim and Karrine Steffans( Supa Head). Shonehood seems to be at an all time high. Now with meds for STD’s, shoning is at its Peak. Shones now feel that because they have numbers, they can just shone their way to the top and give every man that comes their way Syphilis. Some are out there willing to take the “L” (like suicide bombers in the middle east)and are just waiting to catch a brother slipping. (R.I.P to the fallen brothers who were not informed) Late 2007They found the weakness. The males EYES. Cutting the Short Shorts, and skirts to make them shorter, Getting tattoos on those C cups and thighs, Wearing tights so the print can be soon, long store brought hair, the list goes on. I’ve been in the shone nest. Shone even tried to take it but I knew better. Shone got trazed. It’s a shone world out there and they are learning. Shones may not be able to smell nor taste but Shones will be shones no matter how wat. Beware of the shone and the magical; super-shone-natural powers they hold. I’m bout that life but I’m not bout that shone life. But shones r good 4 that quickie.